You have questions, concerns and worries about your oh-so-deviant desires.
Of course you do! You’re worried that all your endless thoughts about sucking a nice big hard cock mean that you’re gay. You obsess that the reason you notice the package on all your coworkers is because you’re a deviant. You even feel a frisson of fear over the idea of actually taking the plunge and really sucking a big cock.
Despite all your worries and fears, you still think about cock sucking.
It’s the only thing you can think about when you masturbate. Every time you touch your cock, you think about getting on your knees and sucking a nice, big, hard cock. Your mouth waters at the idea of it; you can damn near feel the floor under your knees, the fabric of his boxers tenting before you, the scent of his arousal… You think of sucking cock to get yourself off.
And still, even knowing you want to be a sissy cocksucker, you still lack the balls to follow through!
You really are a sissy husband. Even your wife is starting to catch on to the fact that you’re not really thinking of her when you try to have sex. She’s starting to catch on. After all, it’s obvious. You stare at men all the time. You prance around, thinking she doesn’t realize you’ve “borrowed” a pair of her satin panties. Silly little cocksucker…
What’s holding you back? Are you afraid someone will call you ‘gay’?
Let me let you in on a wee little secret. The lable ‘gay’ isn’t something someone else can stick on you. It’s not something other people can use to make you feel like shit, it’s not something you can literally see across your forehead. Whether you choose to identify yourself as gay or not is up to you (and if you call me, it’s up to me…)
Don’t let fear of a word hold you back from something you’ve spent so much of your time, energy and attention focused on! You’ve dreampt of it, thought of it, fantasized about it… If all that’s holding you back from finally experiencing your dream is a silly little word, then fuck the word, suck a cock!
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Dear Harper: Thank you so much this is the best post ever I am so hard and excited from reading this. I have struggled for years with my sexual and romantic feelings for other men and yes you are right it is all I think of all the time. The more I let go and accept it the more clear it becomes to me about who I am. Over the past two years I have mostly leaned to gay porn and only get hard for men now even with my wife who I can’t please, I think about sucking cock or getting fucked or her being with other men to get hard. My main desire for a woman is serving her feet however I have been more into men’s feet and find my self masturbating to bare foot men instead of women now. I love you and Suck Patrol. I love sucking cock more than anything. I love men and cock better than anything. Your post makes me want to admit this, like you said the word is just a word however I think I am am and want to be proud of it. Please tell me what you think?
Thanks so much love your proud little Gay cocksucker
Jon
Jon, I think it’s great that you’re so accepting of yourself and your desires! Sing it! You’re a cocksucker, and there’s no shame in that. You love what you love, and for you, that just so happens to be a nice big cock.
Good for you, my proud little gay cocksucker!
Miss Harper thank you so much for accepting me and helping me be proud of who I am. I am a cocksucker and I admit it I love cock more than anything and choose it above all else. I am a man and I happen to be more attracted to other men than women and love to serve them both.
Miss Harper I am so proud to admit to you that I really get hard for men, you know my gay secret.
Thank you for your help and support!