The first time you kneel will always stay with you.

The hard floor under your knees, the breathless anticipation, the way you wonder fleetingly if this will change you forever. You’ll always have this in your mind, forever. This is one memory that time will not steal from you. The first time you sink to your knees and open your mouth; you’ll never forget this.

You’ve put a lot of thought into it. You’ve dreamt of it, fantasized about this, plotted it out endlessly in your head. You’ve watched porn online, endlessly, to see how it’s done. You even bought yourself a toy to practice on. One of the realistic ones, with veins and a big mushroom head in that new space age materiel that feels just like real skin.

All the preparation you’ve done can’t prepare you for the reality of kneeling to suck a cock.

Your fantasies didn’t include how fucking hard the floor is. You didn’t think about how you’d feel your own sweat running down the insides of your thighs, or how your balls would tingle in anticipation. You didn’t anticipate the way your hands would shake when you reach out to open the zipper on his pants.

There’s no way you could have known how badly your mouth would water just from the smell of his cock – musky, warm, salty, and sex. It smells like Him, like lust, like a cock trapped too long behind denim, waiting for you to free it. And your mouth waters at the smell. Your tongue, with a mind of it’s own, licking your lips…

All that thinking about sucking a cock, and now, finally, you get to actually suck a real cock.

So here you are. Kneeling, trembling, hard… and there’s his cock. Right in front of you. What are you waiting for? An engraved invitation? Look at the veins in the underside of his cock, there’s your invite. Take him up on it. Suck that cock.

You’ve wanted to be a cocksucker for so long, a submissive cocksucker;  you wanted someone to seduce you to suck cock. You wanted to be a seduced cocksucker, tricked into it… but really, you wouldn’t be here if you didn’t want to.

Suck that cock.