So, you’re interested in being a total fag, a complete gay, a real sissy. You want to bend over and take a big cock deep inside you, feeling it stretch you open and make you a real feminine sissy. I understand. It’s all you can think of most of the time. How good it would feel, how badly you want it, need it. Crave it.

His strong hands on your hips, holding you down, holding you in place. His breath on the back of your neck when he bends over you, whispering in your ear “so fucking tight, God, yes, so good…” The way it feels when his balls slam into you, over and over again…

How do you get from where you are now to where you want to be? How do you make the transition from thinking about gay sex to actually having gay sex? How do you teach yourself to take such a big hard cock?

You start slowly, and simply. Explore yourself, your opening… lube up one finger and play. Rub. Touch. Stroke. The space between your opening and your balls is your perineum; right under that, inside your body, is your prostate. Rub it. Caress it. Play with it.

And when you feel ready, open yourself up. One finger, and then two. Use lots of lube and go nice and slow. There’s no rush. Absolutely do not use any product designed to numb yourself! Numbness does not feel good, in fact, it doesn’t feel like anything at all. Plus, one key element to remember is that if at any time what you’re doing hurts, you should stop. Numb up and you won’t be able to feel if you’ve hurt yourself.

When you’ve gotten used to your fingers, move on to a toy. Don’t start with something enormous, even though I know you really really want to. Start small and work your way up. Again, use lube. Take your time, and when you finally decide you can’t take it anymore, go find yourself a big, hot, real stud to fuck your brains out. You’ll love it. 😉

To explore this, as well as other phone sex fantasies, feel free to email, IM or call me.